JUST DRIVE (2023)
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Once said… that her love for me, would never die…
I believed, intrinsically and went along for the ride…
Devotion comes as a cost
You’ll learn the searing bites of the frost
No refund, there’s the door…
When love turns to stone
The heart inside will fight until
In time, I’ve come to terms
It's always been my destiny
Life moved on and I found a new flame
Not for someone else
A new life, for me
Don’t worry, I’ve got more to tell
At the core of darkness, a story of hell
Vindication in many ways, appears in many ways…
In the shadows of love and light
The tortured, the poor, they weep, they scream
...and you can feel
It's always been our destiny
Gonna live life, gonna take my time…
Sometimes all it takes… is just one drive
Now I live my life for me (my soul is stained)
Now I live my life for me (imprison the pain)
Now I live my life for me (sunlight embracing)
Now I live my life for me (sunsets enchanting)
Now I live my life for me (never more alive)
Now I live my life for me (glad I changed my mind)
Now I live my life for me (never more alive)
Now I live my life for me (grateful I survived)
Now I live my life for me…
SE7EN (2022)
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stay here…
Rest the night
Wait til day
You’re the dead souls that lost their way home
Hang around, stay or go
House rules enforced, respect atmosphere
Love and peace, no negativity, fear
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“This guy is methodical, exacting and worst of all patient”
“Wanting people to listen… you can’t just tap them on the shoulder anymore… you have to hit them with a sledgehammer”
disillusion! escapie reality through thoughts and dreams
disillusion! nightmares becoming the truth we feared
disillusion! devolve intellect, infect the screens
disillusion! guilty until innocent, the mast that steers.
“Ernest Hemingway once wrote: The world is a fine place and worth fighting for… I agree with the second part”
THROUGH SOUNDWAVES VOL. IV (2021)
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“Ahh.. so you are afraid of something after all…”
One, Two… Freddy’s coming for you
Three, Four… Better lock your door
Five, Six… Grab your crucifix
Se7en, Eight better stay up late
Nine, Ten never sleep again…
Nine, Ten never sleep again…
Nine, Ten never sleep again…
Nine, Ten never sleep again…
“This… is god!”
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Howling winds keep screaming round
And the rain comes pouring down
Doors are locked and bolted now
As he’s walking into town…
Straight out of hell
One of a kind
Stalking his victims
Don't look behind you
Night Crawler
Beware the beast, his hat
Night Crawler
You know he's coming back
Night Crawler
Sanctuary is being sought
Whispered prayers a last resort
Homing in, his laughter taunts
Terror struck they know they're caught
As night is falling
The end is drawing near
They'll hear
Their last rites echo in rem sleep
Night…
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Darkness strikes once again
I'm all alone… it feels like the end
he walks with me while I sleep
its like a heart attack on a one-way street
I can't sleep tonight…gotta run, gotta hide
‘cause I'm runnin’
and I'm runnin’
I'm runnin’…
runnin’… from this nightmare
no way out not this time
I've seen you before inside my mind
well my heart beats faster with every step
I'm not afraid of you, you haven't got me yet I
I can't sleep tonight
‘cause I gotta run, gotta hide
‘cause I'm runnin’
and I'm runnin’
I'm runnin’…
runnin’…
And I turn around… and no one’s there
and I'm runnin’
I'm runnin’…
runnin’… from this nightmare
I’m runnin’…
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Time after time.. hungry eyes… all through the night
Take these broken wings, listen to your heart
I want to know what love is… against all odds
Take on me with open arms… she’s like the wind
(Surreal love)
Is this fantasy? is this reality?
Is this fiction? you’re my new addiction
I’ll stop the world… but not tonight
Who’s gonna drive you home… set the world a fire
Red red wine, Wicked game, Heartbreaker, Purple Rain
Need you tonight, Runnin’ Down A Dream, Sanctified, Blue Monday
Just like heaven, the power of love is right here waiting
If I close my eyes forever… take my breath away,
(Surreal love)
Is this fantasy? is this reality?
Is this fiction? you’re my new addiction
I’ll stop the world… but not tonight
Who’s gonna drive you home… set the world a fire
(Surreal love)
Don’t you forget about me, you’ve got the right stuff, baby
I think we’re alone now, dancing in the dark
Don’t dream its over, love is a battlefield
Enjoy the silence, alone, in the air tonight
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There's a change in pace of fantasy and taste
Do you like good music? Do you like to dance? Oh, yeah
Hanging out for a body shot at night, Ain't it strange what they do to feel all right? Oh, yeah
So, when will you come? I’ll be waiting… Oh, yeah
Face to face and back to back, I see and feel her sex attract (Sing it)
Flesh! Flesh for fantasy…We want
Flesh! Flesh for fantasy
It's after midnight, are you feeling all right? Oh, yeah
Turn out the light, babe, are you someone else tonight?
Neighbor to neighbor, door to door, don't ask questions, time for it all
Oh, yeah
Face to face and back to back, I see and feel her sex attract (Sing it)
Flesh! Flesh for fantasy… We cry
Flesh! Flesh for fantasy
Enjoy the crime, do your time…its never been nothin’ before
Flesh! Flesh for fantasy… We want
Flesh! Flesh for fantasy… We want
Flesh! Flesh for fantasy… You cry
Flesh! Flesh for fantasy
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Stranger things have happened before
Like falling in love, forgiveness… embracing hope
Sometimes eyes lie to our face
Reoccurring nightmares, folklore heard on elm street
Sticks and stones may break my bones, though the truth will free me…eventually
There was always darkness… and then there was love…
a signal
light piercing the vastness… it was here…
left behind, a warmth I’ll truly embrace
oh, how I wish it stayed… my hope decays
Brought back to life by three demons… I’ll haunt your dreams
Given the choice… false damnation or revenge for my unjust killing
overtime, realized that I was a pawn in their master plan
I am so grateful for this collection of scars
It bestows the power unto me that the past was real
I yearn for redemption, absolved of uncommitted sins
There was always darkness… and then there was love…
a signal
light piercing the vastness, it was here…
perfection
blinding light of love cuts through the cold abyss…
oh, how I wish she stayed, I wish she stayed
and danced with me….
stunningly, passionately embraced into my arms
bitter taste of longinginess still lingers on my tongue
I’ll hold on ’til you go…
supernova
her embers dissolve into the universes
only desires left behind
the fire, the flames, never stopped burning
oh, how I wish it stayed… as the cold creeps back in…
THROUGH SOUNDWAVES VOL. III (2021)
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I was told to love you, I was told to try
I was born to save you, I was born to die
I'll always be your scapegoat, you'll never take the blame
I never had a chance, it was your soul to save
I am your endless nightmare, the pain is all you see
My blood is on your hands, I hope you're proud of me
I was told to love you, I learned how to hate
I was born to save you, Your choice became your fate
You can't take care of yourself
How could you care for me?
Am I retribution? When is my soul free?
I never asked for mercy You told me to forgive
The blood is on your hands
I hope your proud of me and what you’ve done to set me free
I can barely hold myself
Fascination, stimulation, stronger as I learn
By his hands, I understand, I was told to burn
Bastard son, your saving grace
Left alone I found my place
I find love in what I steal
You should of let me rest in Potters Field
I was told to… I was told to...
Your beliefs turned me into this
Bite the hand that feeds, you’re so selfish
Thank you mother for giving me this life
I'll bring down the rapture
Then we'll see who lies
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Haha!
As I wake up from this dream I made up
No! I guess this is reality…
What will change us or will we mess up
The only chance to connect with a dream..
Say a prayer for me!
I'm buried by the sound…
In a world of human wreckage…
Well I'm lost and I'm found and I can't touch the ground
I'm plowed into the sound
To see wide open with a head that's broken
Hang a life on a tragedy…
Plow me under the ground that covers
The message that is the seed
As I wake up, from this dream I made up?
Now I know it's reality…
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I know your life is empty and you hate to face this world alone
So you're searching for an angel someone who can make you whole
I can not save you
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself!
I know that you've been damaged, your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior, I’m more fucked up than you
Please don't take pity on me…
My life, an endless nightmare, my souls fractured to the bone
If I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone
You can not save me
You can't even save yourself
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I am the shadow that creeps behind
You are the darkness inside my mind
Society infected, consuming all open wide
As your game of telephone plays
contorted words devolve down the line
Pillars of stone that once stood so tall
Dismantled, broken down to the core
Chaos transfixing, empyrean down into the void
Vengeance released unto me
I, an innocent, condemned to death for existing
Now many more will have to die (I’ll find my way back)
Adhering to the lies your cult conceives (I’ll claw my way back)
False gods and greed…We are all killers, lying in wait (I’ll make you pay)
You’ve already made up your mind
it’s just a matter of time before you take another life…
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Alone against the world, twist a reckless life
Straight into the heart of the ripper
Trick of treat my mind to a rebel ride
Shadowing, I move like a monster
Creature of the wheel, trigger wicked way
Tangle like a web beneath me
Ankle-deep in hell through another way
Crucify the sky above me
New God kill machine and man say
“Lord of the Engines” yeah!
Pocket full of dirt, frozen in my hands,
Hold on to the nameless God yeah
Breathe into the deep and dying light of day
Overdose on bloody wings, yeah
Splinter in the skin turn your eyes away,
Sick and swaggering, beneath me
Revolution mind ye of little faith
Sharp and bloody, cutting
My powers grow stronger
Night after night
Soon enough, I’ll Pierce the Veil
With my knives
To pierce your flesh
Penetrate Deep within
Your grant me full access
Through the original sin
Demon-paper clowns stitched across my back
Easygoing dead black eyes
Microscopic giants on a chicken run
Everybody dies laughing
Thrust into the drag on the edge and wait
Motivate the one inside you
Bastard kicker burn blow the ash away
Freddy’s gonna get you!
THROUGH SOUNDWAVES VOL. II (2020)
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We must play our lives like soldiers in the field
Life is short, I’m running faster all the time
Strength and beauty destined to decay
So cut the rose in full bloom
until the fear is gone…
…the fear is gone
…the fear is gone
’til the fearless come… and the act is done
A love like blood, a love like blood
’til the fearless come… and the act is done
A love like blood, a love like blood
Everyday through frustration and despair
Love and hate fight with burning hearts
Until legends live and man is god again
And self-preservation rules the day no more
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been tryna call
I’ve been on my own for long enough
Maybe you can show me how to love
I'm going through withdrawals
You don't even have to do much
You can turn me on with just a touch
Sin City's cold and empty
No one's around to judge me
I can't see clearly when you're gone
I'm blinded by the lights, I can't sleep until I feel your touch
I'm drowning in the night, when I'm like this, you're the only one that I trust
running out of time
I see the sun… light up the sky
gotta hit the road in overdrive
the city's cold and empty
No one's around to judge me
I can't see clearly when you're gone
I'm walking by to let you know, I can never say it on the phone
Will never let you go this time, blinded by the lights, I can't sleep until I feel you
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Perfect little dream…. the kind that hurts the most
Forgot how it feels… well almost
No one to blame… always the same
Open my eyes… wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up in flames
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me see the light
Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what I believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do
Covered in hope and vaseline
Still cannot fix this broken machine
Watching the hole it used to be mine
Just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
Of the trust I will betray
Give it to me I throw it away
After everything I've done I hate myself for what I've become
I tried, I gave up…
(Throw it away)
(Take me with you)
Without you, Without you everything just falls apart
Without you It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
… It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
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she took the wind from the sails
I yearned for love’s true embrace
this lie it lives… will only last for so long
left alone… this bewilderment
wave after wave…
my dreams with you came crashing down
washed away…
let the pain subside, need to find peace of mind
(love) subsides…
(this current) divides…
and just like that, love dies…
haunted by memories
…they endlessly replay
haunted
…this truth you kept locked away
raindrops fall, chillingly
drenching, as the cold bites down
inviting Death into me
she embraces with her warmth when I’m in need.
(love) subsides…
(this current) divides…
and just like that, love dies…
love… is all we want…
THROUGH SOUNDWAVES VOL. I (2019)
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Behind these hollow eyes, an ancient evil lies
I patently await, calculating
A killing spree on All Hallow’s Eve
I’ll allow this darkness inside to set itself free…
I’m home…
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Come closer and see… see into the trees
Find the girl… if you can
Come closer and see… see into the dark
Just follow your eyes…
I hear her voice… calling my name
The sound is deep… in the dark
I hear her voice and I start to run
Into the trees…
Deep into the forest…
Suddenly I stop… but I know it's too late
I'm lost in a forest… all alone
The girl was never there… it’s always the same
I'm running towards nothing
Again and again and again and again
Just follow her eyes, into the trees…
Just follow her voice, into the deep…
It's always the same
Again and again and again and again
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In the shadows…
Here comes the light…
Time stands still…
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Wake up, it's Christmas mourn
Those loved... have long since gone
The stockings are hung but who cares
Preserved for those no longer here
Six feet beneath me sleep
Black lights hang from the tree
Accents of dead holly
Whoa mistletoe
I'm seeing ghosts
Red water, Red water
chase them away
My tables been set for but seven
Just last year I dined with eleven
Goddamn ye merry gentlemen